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Sketches 2
by
D. Hamilton

I Miss You Sooooo Much!

dedicated to my guardian angel
David Hamilton........


 I am sorry!
I have never come here
because I was sure 
I wouldn't
 find you,
but
 now 
that I have arrived
 in the wake of your silent relaxation
I still feel your here with me
because of my senses

although
I don't hear your footsteps

like 
the creeking the narrow wooden boards
or 
to see your shining transparent glow through edged mirrors

listening to your whispering voice
telling me not to worry!

No, 
I can't feel hot or cold
wrong or right
less or greater to your 
attraction and attention once given...

or any creeping sensation.
It is just that when 
I read your name
in this 
 clearly hidden
 marble
and saw your 
black 
and 
white 
picture
where you appear so young, so healthy,

 this presence
 invaded 
my 
soul
and the image of this garden
brought me to the distant  memories
of your happy and strong steps !!!!

I felt a sudden tingle 
inside
 me
and then these memories came so alive,
a smile spawns from the midst of the moment! 

I know you are by my side

I sit in this nearby stoop
and lay down on your lap
waiting for the old inner peace to come.

I never understood your words
so strong when you said
i was an angel
that would 
change
lives...

I was the one 
who used to believe
in such unbelievable things, remember?
And yet 
I hadn't come here before today
for I was sure I wouldn't find you.

As you can see, I have changed my mind.
I have changed my faith, 
and
 so did my way !

it took
loosing someone special to me
before I knew what I had to visualize!

Two seconds after  leaving,
I was supposed to be the strongest.

With no true family near,
I survived.

I was ashamed of my weakness
loneliness
courageousness.....

Would you, could oyu, should you forgive me?

I felt so 
lost, 
I felt angry, 
and alone
I hated God, 
I hated to be alive.
I had no one... 
No family
no one... 
I felt so afraid
and my ability is all that kept me alive.


believed you when you told me you'd never leave
and I believed you
when you told me I would be
a special force...

as a tear rolls down my chin again

I have come
and I know that you are here . . .

I can see 
you were always by my side...

and 
I use my angelic ability
every single night!
I hope you
are proud
of 
my work

On a night like tonight, late in the night, of the latter part of the dream I have had, where I am dreaming of the late arrival, where you sit next to me....as I am sitting next to myself, watching  me dream of me dreaming of you here with me, I feel you !

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